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Sufi
Jun 26, 2013 • 9:42 PM • 0 comment(s)
Hey bitches
Today is my mom's birthday. So, yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!
har har har har har har har
okay

Anyway
Let me tell you something that you already know
You just got the rock to me
You na mean?

So, I was chatting with Mahir just now... And I think.. I cant really live without him /well, for now../
I'm sorry if this is really fuckng cheesy but.. 
Everytime I saw him at school, damn, my heart beats fast. I mean, really fast.
It's amazing, the feeling.
That happy feeling when i look at him and said to myself, 
"Yea, he's mine."
Ahhhh~
So fantastic!

But, I've been stalking his twitter recently..
And I kinda hate for what I've discovered.
Shit, he always tweet with that girl, like.. ALWAYS
I know, now I sound like a jealous bitch and you probably think 
"THIS BITCH, HE'S NOT YOUR HUSBAND SO HE CAN TALK TO ANY GIRL HE WANTS."
I know, but.. it's too.. i dont know.. close?

I'm insecure.
I'm afraid that he might leave me someday because of this girl. 
Damn, this girl is perfect. She is way more pretty than me. PERFECT
And I'm just.. that normal girl in school.

I'm scared. 
pshh, pussy -.-








the End of the Madness
Dear Love,
  Yes, I did wrong. And I'd never deny that. I hurt you, again, continuously. I'm sorry. You see, I am never that romantic, cheesy, kind or whatsoever prince charming like what you think I am. I am a total jerk. A big ASS JERK. And I think, I'd made a mistake by asking you to be mine again. You are one fragile glass. Thus, a simple kick will make you fall and break. Then you cry silently. Letting your cheek wet with that crystal tears. If I could just, turn back time and change everything. We would never know each other. You would never hurt. Let me go. I'll give you your freedom to happiness. You don't have to shed a tear anymore once we let go of our inseperable hands. You will smile that shining smile of yours that is full with care, love and honesty. 

"When you smile, sun shines"

  Being with you made me feels euphoria all over my body. Your naughty words, your whine, your cheesy line, your complains. Everything. I loved it. Words can't describe how regretful I am. Dragging you to my hell. 

"I can tear you into pieces, and bring you back all together because you're mine."

  You don't seem to notice that is a warning from me. Saying that I might hurt you really bad. But after that, I will fix you. Because when you say you want me, I own you. I can do anything to you. 
But no, you can't do this. 
You're not strong enough.
I don't deserve you. 

"My heart is hungry for your love and wants you to stay, but my logical mind wants you to go."

You can't manage this...







Confused
Okay, dust all over the blog. Better clean it up.
Hehehe, so, vas happenin?
Nothing.
School will start for another.. uhmm. i don't know.. 10 or 12 more days? Bij, i don't wanna care. LOL
Uhhh, but, I've started studying. Yeah. Because next year, 98s badge will confront the last war. PMR xD
Haihhhh, i have to study hard, like seriously. I want to prove to my family that I'm not a daughter/sister who only knows k-pop. Ehehehe. Anyway, uhmmm. i don't know.
I want to write something tho. But hell, i don't know.

Couple of weeks ago, i met this girl.. through asianfanfic.
Her name is (beep)
Oh, got censored?
She's from Singapore.
And damn, she's prettier than me of course.
I got jealous. LOL.
But she keep saying that she is fat and ugly and stuff.
I don't understand! Why, why do people keep complaining about their perfection? Why they never get enough?
Be Optimist Like Me
LOL, whatever. I don't want to 'ceramah' here.
So we are very close.. Every night she will call me, thorugh viber, sometimes i call her.
We talked and talked.
Sometimes there was an akward situation where both of us keep quiet.
But it's okay for me because, it's the best. Being with her is okay.
But hell, she curse a lot.
I mean, I do curse.. but.. xD She said Puki, and blablabla.. Damn, i'd never said puki. too harsh..?
LOL
Whatever, she's still da best.

I promised her that we will meet. Yea, after I pass the PMR. I will go to Singapore and meet her.
Will kumpul my money la. LOL.


Oh! There, Santa HYUK!



He was at the cafe ; Tous Les Jours.
He works there. So cute >.<

MKAY BYE!




Haters Gonna Hate
Hyee. Asalamualaikum :)


Tadaaa~
I got a new hair cut.
Or is it just the same? O.o
Okay, maybe yeah.
Hehe


Hehe, that's not what I ws trying to do..
Uhhh..
*get away slowly


They see me rolling!
Haters gonna hate.
Ehehehehehe.
*Chairmode Activated
/poop/

@EpulJackJack






bitch doesn't know how to fly
Hey mothafucka! Muahahahhaaa.. That's rude -.- Sorry
I know this is weird O.O I don't know what I'm doing here again. I'm bored like fuck -.- 
Wait no, fuck is not boring. Bahahahaha!! Sorry. *clears throat*
Anyone want some pizza?!
Get it now!!

*facepalm*
I'm sorry, I ate bath salts just now xD
I'm High High! I'm So High!! *GD&T.O.P'sHIGH*
LOL (?)

Nyan Nyan CAT! Look!!!
"FALCON PUNCH!!" 
The Fuck am i doing ?!!!!
Uhhhh..

Anyway guys, this holiday is AWESOME! 
Oh you don't like holidays?
You miss your school.
Here's a cup of SHUT THE FUCK UP!!
Let me tell you a couple of things that you can do on this holiday

IZRA's Tip Time!

-Eat
-Take a shit
-Eat
-Sleep
-Internet Internet Internet Network
-Kill yo mama!
-Have a staring contest with your laptop or tab or android or mobile
-Eat
-Sleep
-Watch porn
-No, kidding x)
-Play Hide & Kill with yo teddy
-Watch TV
-Give a strong fist to your desktop
-Eat
-Survive!

There! See, it's not that bad right?
Hehehe.

Next year, 98s will be having a war with a bunch of papers -.-
P to the M to the fucking R !
PMR!
Wish us luck.
Okayyy?

By The Way! Paranormal Activity 4 is AWESOME ! Watch it with your granny, it will be awesomer!
Mkay. That's it. So Long Mothafuckas!



Friday~
F%$& !! Exam is coming! This May~ Gahh . Yeah , i totally love it -__-
So, right now, uhhmm, 12:24am and it's kinda not actually quiet in here. My mum still not sleep yet .
My sis still awake.. Yeah, we're all just .. chilling out ..
Anyway , i'm writing right now cuz ...
i just .. miss my dad.
Yeah, he is at Serdang Hospital right now.
have a problem with his heart .. something like that.. i dont wanna know..
Cuz, that'll just make me sad. But i do care about it .. Pfftt~ who doesnt care about his/her dad?
Yeah... please pray for my dad kay .. (lol, it's not like he's gonna die or sumthing.. right?)
Awhh just fak it .
I'm sorry, i'm cursing ... actually not really in a good mood..
This is year is totally the worst year i think. 2012. Ughh~
i'm going to visit my dad tomorrow. :D yeahh .
Awesome *thumbs up*
Soo~~
That's all.... i seriously dont know what i'm writing right now..
Look at my eyes ... pshhtt~ eyebag .. i look like a panda right now . -__-
Excuse me ...
Bye, i hope u guys have a good day , i mean .. night ? Sweet dream.
heya!
(Oh, sorry. Too many wrong spelling. I'm not really in a good condition)


1D



Anybody know them ?
LOLxD
They are One Direction.
Yeah, 'Sehala'
And i love them.

*But, i'm still an ELF*

I love all their song. 
Hehe. And my favourite is ...

the picture crashed. I'm too lazy to give a fuck -.-

LOUIS TOMLINSON!!!!
Baby , you light up my world like nobody else!!

Hahaha.

This is What Makes You Beautiful's lyrics and song



Enjoy ;p


I Wanna Love You - Eunhyuk & Donghae

 I LOVE THIS SONG! 
MUAHAHAHAHA!


(EunhyukDonghae)

(I wanna love you, I wanna have you)
YEAH LISTEN
BABY naege BABY naui doo noone
Nuh hanamani sara soom swineunde
Geunde wae iruhke nuhmoonado muhn
gose na hollo namginchae
(juhmjuhm muhruhgane)

Nae saraminde,
geu nooga mwuhrahaedo
nuhn nae yuhjande seulpeun guht chuhruhm

Nuhman isseumyuhn
I’LL BE OK ijen naega nuhl jikyuhjoolge

BABY I LOVE YOU BECAUSE
I wanna love you I can’t live without you,
doo nooneul gamgo nae doo soneul jabgo
I wanna have you I really need you,
jigeum idaero modeun guhl buhryuhdoogo
I wanna love you I can’t live without you,
nuhn geujuh naegero dagasuhmyuhn dwae
I wanna have you,
nan modeun guhl joolge
ijeneun nuhege yaksokhalge
Geu sarami mwuhnde nuhl
jikyuh bol soo bakke

Nuhl gidaril soo bakke
NO OH duh isang andwae

Nuhl deryuhwayahae geuwaneun
uhwoolliji anhneun nuhreul

Nae saraminde,
nae saraminde,
nuhn nae yuhjande,
nuhn nae yuhjainde

Nuhman isseumyuhn I’LL BE OK
ijen naega nuhl jikyuhjoolge

BABY I LOVE YOU BECAUSE
I wanna love you I can’t live without you,
doo nooneul gamgo nae doo soneul japgo
I wanna have you I really need you,
jigeum idaero modeun guhl buhryuhdoogo
I wanna love you I can’t live without you,
nuhn geujuh naegero dagasuhmyuhn dwae
I wanna have you,
nan modeun guhl joolge 
ijeneun nuhege yaksokhalge
YO EXCUSE ME MR.
hwanal guht gatae jom bikyuh

Naega muhnjuh geunyuhui
yuhpjariro dagasuhlkke chuhnchuhnhui
SO STEP BACK

THE GIRL IS MINE
niga mwuhnde woori sarangeh sondae

Geunyuhui noonege marhae
nuhn nawa hamkke hagil wuhnhae
Nuhn jooguhdda ggaeuhnado
geunyuhl gatjil mothae nan
buhlssuh geunyuhui gyuhteh machi

Woorideulgwa ddok gatae
aradeuruhsseumyuhn jom gguhjyuhjoollae

SHE MAKE ME CRAZY
geunyuhneun naege wanbyuhkhan guhl

Wanbyuhkhan woorideurui
gwangye ddak han buhneh andwegenna
Ijeneun nae soneul jaba 
andwae jebal naegero wa

Naega nuhl duh saranghae
naega nuhl jikyuhjolge

Modeun guhl da gajyuhdo
nuh uhbshin andweneunde
I wanna love you I can’t live without you,
doo nooneul gamgo nae doo soneul japgo
I wanna have you I really need you,
jigeum idaero modeun guhl buhryuhdoogo
I wanna love you I can’t live without you,
nuhn geujuh naegero dagasuhmyuhn dwae
I wanna have you,
nan modeun guhl joolge
ijeneun nuhege yaksokhalge

TRANSLATION

I wanna love you, I wanna have you
Yeah listen!
Baby to me, baby looking at my eyes
I caught my breath the second I looked at you
Why do you leave me
and go so far away (slowly further away)
My person
no matter what other people say
You are my girl
I want to tell it loudly
As long as I can see you
I’ll be okay Now I’ll be protecting you.
Baby you know because
I wanna love you, I can’t live without you
Close your eyes and only hold onto my hands
I wanna have you, I really need you
Like this we don’t need to care about anything else
I wanna love you, I can’t live without you
You only need to be close to me
I wanna have you,
belong to you
I promise that my everything will belong to you.
What is that guy, he can’t even protect you
Don’t keep waiting, no,
don’t keep waiting forever
Don’t stand by his side,
he’s not the right one for you
My person
(my person, yeah)
you’re my girl
(you’re my girl)
As long as I can see you I’ll be okay
Now I’ll protect you
Baby you know because
I wanna love you, I can’t live without you
Close your eyes and only hold onto my hands
I wanna have you, I really need you
Like this don’t care about anything else
I wanna love you, I can’t live without you
You only need to be close to me
I wanna have you,
belong to you
I promise that my everything will belong to you.
Yo excuse me Mr.
I feel like flying into a rage,
please move aside,
I would be the one who approaches her first,
one step at a time,
so get back
Girl’s mine,
who are you? We’re about to fall in love,
her eyes tell me this,
she wants to be with me tonight
Even if you were to be born again, you can’t have her.
I’m already right by her side,
we’re like family for so long,
now won’t you go away once you’ve understood?
She make me crazy,
she’s perfect to me
I’m telling this once and (you’d better) get it,
our relationship is perfect, get lost
Now take my hand
No, you have to come to my side
love you more than him
Let me protect you
At this moment
I can’t live without you
I wanna love you, I can’t live without you
Close your eyes and only hold onto my hands
I wanna have you, I really need you
Like this we don’t need to care about anything else
I wanna love you, I can’t live without you
You only need to be close to me
I wanna have you,
belong to you
I promise that my everything will belong to you.