the End of the Madness
Dear Love,
Yes, I did wrong. And I'd never deny that. I hurt you, again, continuously. I'm sorry. You see, I am never that romantic, cheesy, kind or whatsoever prince charming like what you think I am. I am a total jerk. A big ASS JERK. And I think, I'd made a mistake by asking you to be mine again. You are one fragile glass. Thus, a simple kick will make you fall and break. Then you cry silently. Letting your cheek wet with that crystal tears. If I could just, turn back time and change everything. We would never know each other. You would never hurt. Let me go. I'll give you your freedom to happiness. You don't have to shed a tear anymore once we let go of our inseperable hands. You will smile that shining smile of yours that is full with care, love and honesty.
"When you smile, sun shines"
Being with you made me feels euphoria all over my body. Your naughty words, your whine, your cheesy line, your complains. Everything. I loved it. Words can't describe how regretful I am. Dragging you to my hell.
"I can tear you into pieces, and bring you back all together because you're mine."
You don't seem to notice that is a warning from me. Saying that I might hurt you really bad. But after that, I will fix you. Because when you say you want me, I own you. I can do anything to you.
But no, you can't do this.
You're not strong enough.
"My heart is hungry for your love and wants you to stay, but my logical mind wants you to go."
